Archive for February, 2007

For many years, the new installment of Cell Wars has been brewing in my mind. However, it’s been relegated onto the back burner due to time constraints (since it will almost certainly be a 100+ page story). However, the fact that I’m taking 7.23 (Immunology) this term has made it inevitable that I start thinking about Cell Wars all over again, this time hopefully armed with the necessary scientific knowledge to paint the picture I want.

I’m just going to take a few notes down from today’s lecture as reference material for later; this is by no means a story sketch.

On the production of the perfect cell army.

– birthing mothers (stem cells) produce millions of baby soldiers

– the baby soldiers are randomly mutated in hopes of achieving the perfect soldier, and they sometimes turn out okay (the rest of them die).
– the soldiers who have the potential to be traitorous are forced to commit suicide

– training consists of fighting dummy enemies. the best soldier is promoted (only 1); the inferior soldiers are not worth wasting resources on, and they are fed to large cannibals.

– the perfect soldier is cloned millions of times, creating the perfect army (for this enemy).

– after the war is won (it is a war of total annihilation: either the home country kills all of the invading army, or the entire home country is killed), most of the army dies off because there are no longer resources to commit to it.

While the heroes of the cell wars series have traditionally been red blood cells who escaped getting their brains sucked out, I may end up also involving a white blood cell as a main character. Probably a B cell, but we shall see.

Cell Wars is of course ultimately not about cells, but about humans.  What do I wish to convey?  I want to show first that emotionless, evil totalitarianism can work – I want to show this because there are too many people who say, “It won’t happen because it will never work.”  That’s not good enough.  One has to be aware that evil can exist in order to stop it before it gets so far that there’s no turning back.  The point after which, as in this story, a rebellion’s only successful end will spell the death of everyone.

Thunderbird seriously messed up on my new computer. It won’t display online folders, only offline ones, and all the settings are messed up. So it took all 8000 messages from my inbox and downloaded them to the computer, deleting all the things in the inbox online (so I read them anywhere else), and because the program itself is messed up, I can’t even move them back online because THERE’S NO ONLINE FOLDER available. Everything is wrong – all the options/settings are different, even though it’s the same program. I have no idea what to do.

So yeah, sorry. Unless your e-mail is one of my filters (music, ats, bmes, or girlfriend), then I probably don’t have a record of it on hand except on that computer, which has to stay put. I’ll try to fix this tomorrow but I’m just going to start shouting if I waste any more hours trying to fix it now.

I at least fixed it to the point where all NEW e-mails will be preserved online.  It’s just the old ones that are screwed.

I went to see Cats tonight with David and a bunch of people from my dorm. I can write about the outstanding show itself later, but here are some piccies of the gorgeous interior of the Opera House (but not the theater itself .. photography prohibited in there =/).

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I actually have thousands of story ideas, but here’s one that I think could be a feasible 2- or 3-hour project.  I’ve written a few romantic stories on the stranger aspects of love (The Water Bottle, Tenderness, Firefly, etc.), but I feel like that’s something I’m done with for now.  Instead, I want to explore the idea of “native love,” the nature of the love within a particular person.  Each person has a personality and style of love.  Sometimes, I’m sort of chameleonlike and I end up adopting the mannerisms of people around me.  However, I do have my own native love, too, and I want to write a little happy story about it.  Because of the nature of this theme, I’m going to write with as little inhibition as possible.

The opening scene features the main character, a guy in his mid-twenties or so, sitting down with freshly-made waffles, who is suddenly interrupted by a phone call …

I think overall the banquet was rather successful. Zach and co. did a spectacular (and dangerous) job in decorations (the lantern’s didn’t fall on people, yay!), and I’m going to treasure this set of puzzles forever – I really love the wordsearch one that is full of multi-layered goodness (you have to find the cities in the listed countries, then read the remaining letters, then construct the graphical shape it instructs in order to figure out where and how the answer is hidden~~).

I’m sure the food was pretty good, but only in freshman year did I really eat my fill. Banquet as an exec member is really about living vicariously through the happiness of others; I found this out last year when I was ostensibly still quite hungry afterwards. Serving ~150 people is a stressful task when you have to make sure the sternos don’t overcook/burn the food, and you have to deal with unexpected things happening to the food. While we technically got to eat food first, it wasn’t a feast, and people like Steven took it upon themselves to not eat for the sake of the guests, which is really admirable. I think I did roughly the same last year, but I was really hungry this year (from not eating lunch .. I think a lot of us cooking volunteers simply forsake eating in favor of cooking …).

Cleaning up is always a riot, with people pushing chairs at light-speed, sometimes with other people unexpectedly sitting down onto the chairs for a free ride. There was this competition last year to see how many dining chairs one person could balance at once (6 was the grand winner). This year, there were just two-person races for table transportation~. But I can’t forget the people standing on a chair on a table on a table (yes, three layers) to reach the ceiling, using chopsticks to get off tape with two spotters holding the chair. And there’s always the endless trash to deal with (I think we brought out our black bags at a good time this year; last year we let the trash cans pile up like crazy, and that was the terriblest thing to clean up after) – actually, this year, people for the most part just didn’t throw away their own trash -_-;;.

As always, the performances were splendid. I think for next year, we definitely should try to get someone new, though. Not that we need to replace anyone necessarily, but we at least need some new gigs even if the people are the same.

I got to see a lot of people I hadn’t seen for quite some time.  It was fun but I mostly only got to see them for the five seconds they passed by my food.  Given that we had 140 people last year, and more like 180 this year, we may have to start seriously considering our arrangements; this year, volunteers and exec basically were told, “Sorry, we don’t have any seats for you – please move your stuff into Dining.”  I personally don’t care, but I know that some people would probably have been happier being able to participate more in the banquet atmosphere itself.  I tried to make sure my girlfriend, who had cooked with me, could still enjoy some of it (in a seat), although it would’ve been nice to have someone to switch off with in serving the food.  Well, at least I was able to join her (on the floor) before the performances started.  She finally gave in and let Christine (not one of the two exec Christines ^^;;) take a picture of us, but I have yet to see it in its full glory … I’m really not photogenic at all, and I think the best pose for me is facing away from the camera and doing something else =P.  Or hugging or something, ahaha.  Still, I’m grateful that I can have a photo as a memory of the times.
Someone said something to me during the banquet that was really an unexpected response to what I had said as really an offhand, largely innocuous statement.  And it’s really been pestering me ever since because it touched on something that seems to be deep in me.  If I’m in a less-than-splendid mood, it’s because I can’t stop pondering what this person said.  I might have to follow up on this to settle my worries.

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Cooking was a lot of fun, and it took a lot less time than I had originally projected. It was fun working in the kitchen with my girlfriend – that’s probably what saved so much time – and I think the result was pretty good. Still, I need to practice cooking a lot more to cut down on variability … . I really should cook more often, but that would require me to push dinner to a much later hour. Perhaps that’s okay, though – it’s a thought, in any case.

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I told my mom I don’t really need hong bao’s anymore .. I’m not really a kid who needs to be spoiled like that anymore =P. My mom said she liked doing it, though, so I suppose it wouldn’t her to let her give them. I still sleep with the envelopes under the pillow, only looking at the contents the next day. I think that little gesture, when taught to children (and enforced), is really a good lesson.

Next Wednesday @ 7, in the Stata Center (32-123), there’s going to be a free screening of the anime film “Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo” (The Girl Who Leapt Through Time), plus some sort of talk by its director (!!).  While I didn’t notice a big splash from it when it was released, it’s gotten rather good reviews, and I certainly want to check it out, in any case.  I think it apparently ranks up there with Makoto Shinkai’s films and even the recent Ghibli ones.  Of course, it’s not some huge epic or anything – just a small sci fi/romance story.  However, I’m always amused by the time-traveling theme, even though it seems like it’s an overdone plot device.

I hear an Ab-Bb major second resonating in the distance ….

So after four hours of trying to pull out something intelligible from my mind of mush, the meta puzzle was finally solved.  It was basically a two/three person effort, with some hints.  Overall, the puzzles showed a whole lot of creativity; however, there were a few points of frustration that should be remedy-able using a few hints or simplifications.  As puzzles they are excellent, but one has to consider the context when dealing with such things.  These need to be solved with no outside resources and within a short period of time.

Anyway, I think I’ll try my hand at rewriting a few of these clues to make them a bit clearer.

Hrm, what to do … somehow, they bought 4 pounds of fish for me, even though I am sure I never indicated that I needed any.  Now I have 9 pounds of fish and I’m not entirely sure what to do with it all.  I guess, cook it?  But yeah …

I bought a full box set of Beethoven’s symphonies on CDs (conducted by Otto Kemplerer) a few years ago.  BUT I lost the one with Beethoven’s Fifth!!!  And guess what I really want to listen to right now?  Yep, that’s right, Beethoven’s Fifth!  Beethoven didn’t like that symphony very much (he locked himself in his attic to relearn how to compose before writing the sixth symphony), but I like it a good deal.  Ahhh Beethoven … how I wish I had your muse for 21M.351 T_T

Anti-spam technology, and indeed anti-virus and anti-spyware technology as well, is always a step behind the spam, viruses, and spywares.  The reason is simple: it’s reactive defense, not preemptive defense.  [to be continued – I have to go to orchestra T_T]

A lot of things have been happening lately. Pretty big things. Pretty big setbacks.

The Senate actually bothered to get together on a Saturday to give a symbolic vote against the ridiculous notion that pouring in more and more troops into Iraq would somehow be the panacea for a ridiculously outdated battle strategy that’s sixty years too old. Remember how putting half a million troops into Vietnam worked out? But the vote failed, and we’re left wondering, what does it mean when Bush can still throw around a Democrat-controlled Congress?

The Hamas party has somewhat reconciled with Fatah, and the prime minister resigned in order to make way for a “National Unity” government. Absolutely shocking to me, although diplomatically logical.

A train blast killed more than sixty people in India, threatening a very fragile Pakistan-India truce.

Now imagine a newspaper where the most widely-read articles make the front page. The internet is supposed to facilitate the free diffusion of knowledge, right?

I can picture the newspaper right now – heck, people all around are talking about these world-changing events! Here’s the full line-up – high-impact news that *matters* to people:

OMG, Britney shaved her head! Tom Brady’s ex-girlfriend is *pregnant* with his baby, the outrage! Let’s all plan a trip to the Bahamas to check out the late Anna Nicole Smith’s house w00t.

[Correction: apparently, the new headline is that Anna Nicole Smith’s body is decomposing.]

Sorry for ranting on a topic I’ve largely beaten to death in the past, but it just seems like every moment the common people wallow in ignorance, the less and less likely it seems that the miracle that could salvage the world slips farther and farther out of reach …