This post isn’t perverted at all, honest.
Okay, so my theory is concerning the fact that even when I sleep (as in now), I somehow still end up very, very tired. In fact, I’m just constantly tired. Clearly it must be independent of sleep, since the amount of sleep I get is not proportional to the degree to which I’m tired.
So what I think is going on is that I’m running my brain at too high a speed, “overclocking” it so to speak. My evidence for this is that when I try to run a particularly difficult program, for instance one that tries to generate fantasy backstories, the rest of my body seems to “turn off.” My muscles all go limp, and I just slump there being ummm a lump? It’s really funny, actually. Although I am more awake than at any other time, I seem to be the most lifeless. At that kind of moment, I feel that I am 100% soul and 0% body. Not being a dualist in any capacity, I hate making such an analysis, but that’s really just how it seems.
I do not have an advanced understanding of the brain, so I do not know exactly what it means when I am so focused on thinking about something that I neglect the rest of my body for a few moments. However, I am sure that this can be tied to the perception that I am tired, when physically I am well-rested.
It does make sense, for while I sleep, I rest my body but not my mind. This is because my dreams, while emotionally very simple, are technically very complicated to pull off. If maybe I can find a way to simplify my dreams, then I can sustain my awake-hours thinking processes.
Okay, back to thinking about aethers.
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